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APRIL SHOWERS

Posted by Ian McAdam on April 17, 2009

Jon’s spending this weekend with a heavily pregnant French woman (we both got drunk last night, but on separate trails).  We struggle in our relationship, and it’s mostly to do with money, and my lack of it and inability to spend it wisely.  We need this time apart, and I hope we are both back in work soon.

As for my mood…it’s levelled out, but now I’m a bit too heavily medicated and battling with my motivation.  The human condition.  Here’s my next poem:

 

CAMERA

                         TIME

                                           FOREST

trigger

this solid, humid

push in temperance.

She lights her B&H

flame to matter

up above

broadleaf sunscreen

tackies bounce their

technological

vulcanisation

I think this

memory

(I hint

I wink

I suck the mint)

first beer

slow alcohol

diffusion

my love for you

a saturation drop

you drink

                        I drink

more

              and

                        more

toxicity concentrates

(mine own sympathy

empassioned)

Bloated memory water

pissed away

Refined sumptious

sheen…

rich rag tatter…

I run away, voice

biouncing of brutal

concrete,

long memory

holding me

re-figure-ate.

Amber

               Ooze

                             Disinfect.

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